With Sue out for the evening, it's fallen to me to feed and change and do all the evening things with Emily.
Normally this is fine, bottle of formula, clean nappy - bob's yer proverbial.
Now we're weaning her though, I have no clue how much is enough. I made what looked load a LOT of baby rice mixed with carrots tonight and proceeded to feed.
She was hungry for it to start and the desire to cram her gob grew less with each mouthful. Toward the end she was taking it in and just letting it drop out of her mouth all over everything.
I put an awful lot of the mix back in the fridge.
Now I've subsequently changed her nappy and played with her a bit, all the while watching her rubbing her eyes and yawning.
Normally, the magic bullet to her sleeping is Sue feeding her. Tonight, however, I have just left her on the bed with the lights off, praying it works.
Have I fed her enough? Will she sleep? Am I starving her? Who knows. It's not like I can ask her "are you starving?"